Enjoy your summer!!!

My looooves!

As usual it's been a while...but I've been a busy bee...and haven't really taken out any time to think of something to write.

I was just browsing the "net" and decided to stop by and wish you all a super splendid summer. Mine so far is great. Lot's of fun plans for this summer and maybe even traveling to my dream destination! If I do end up going to this "magical place" I've been dying to visit, I'll post pics and every other thing I do.

Anyways, people, live and love. There's no greater thing in life. Life is too precious to be upset, sad, angry and full of hate. Know that whatever has happened in your life, God let it happen for a reason and that because of that you are who you are now. Rejoice in the memories you've built. Lately I've been thinking of many things that have happened in my life and how happy they made me feel at one point...and why many have come to an end...they happened to teach me a lesson. I'm sure the same has happened to you. Count your blessings. Be happy for the good and bad. Appreciate everything and everyone that surrounds you. Be a happy soul...someone who radiates HAPPINESS and JOY!

Cheers!
-M

Lip Service

Hello there loves!
Hope everyone is doing great. Me? I really can't complain. Life is just great. Too precious to be sad or mad over stupid things. Smile bitches.

Anyhow, lately I've been reading some things, that really aren't my problem, but since people post them on FaceBook and it appears on my news feed...well, it sort of becomes my problem, if you will. LOL. Not really, but, hey, don't post it on FB if you don't want people talking shit or knowing anything about your life.

Anyways, I'm not one to talk about what I'm going to write here, but hey, we've all done it and it doesn't exclude me. I've talked crap about people at some point in my life, and you know what? So have you! I hate it when people say: Ohhhh I've never talked shit behind someones back...suuuuuuuuuuuure!!!!!! Anyways, I know this one person who talked shit about this other person, like there's no tomorrow. Yet, lately I've seen too much love in the air surrounding these people. Again, it's not my business, but c'mon people, let's get real. Again, I am not one to talk, because I have done it myself, but, it so happens that I have stopped once and for all talking to those people who I've talked shit about. I just find it funny to see how things just turn around and people become best friends. WooHoo!

One of my best friends once put me in my place...and told me just that: stop talking smack about this certain someone and just keep him/her in your past. And so, I took her advice.

I now understand what she told me: if you talk crap about someone it makes me think you might talk crap about me. You know what? I know exactly what she meant now.

Now, I know for a fact that this one person talks LOTS of crap about me...but I have decided to just keep them at a distance. The further, the better. I don't need garbage in my life.

It's so sad that the people you have been there for just turn their backs on you...just because. But, it's nice to know who you really matter to.

Everyone loves gossip...but let's try not to gossip about the ones that surround us. I've learned my lesson.

Some might like my new post...some might not...but, I really don't care.

Anyways, have a good night!

Cheers!

-M

Lessons learned.

Hello there lovies!

Hope you're all doing well. So, it's been twelve days since my birthday and in such short time I've learned a lot of things. 2010 was a lesson for me, many things happened and I learned many more. 2011 has only been around for a few months, but has taught me quite a few things.

I'm a very open person, I open my heart to anyone and it seems to have bit me on the butt I don't hold grudges with anyone, yet it seems like the whole world has a problem with me.

I've learned not to trust everyone, like I usually do. I've learned to keep things to myself and shut up about things no one needs to know about. At the end of the day those so called "friends" aren't really your friends.

I understand it's quite hard to understand me...but why? Just for trying to nice and kind. I guess sometimes it's just better and easier to be a bitch.

I continue to ask myself; what is a real friend?
One who takes you for who you are! One that doesn't judge you for things you do or have done. One who will be there no matter what you do or what life might bring your way.

Love to you all!
Cheers!
-M

Friends?

Hello loves!!!!

Are you guys enjoying this wonderful weekend? I know I am!

Anyways, I was wondering; what ever happened to real friendship? To people being there for you no matter what! I've realized, that there are very few people I can call "friends"...a handful. What is wrong with people and their different personalities? I mean, one minute they're fine...the next, they're bonkers. I just don't understand. I've come to understand that there are very, very few people I can call real friends. People that I know will be there for me no matter what. The people who really matter are the ones that will stick by you... through thick and thin. Those so called friends are only there for you when times are great and fun. Fuck that. I need and want real people in my life.

Well, I just thought I'd pour out a little of my feelings today. Hope you all enjoy this Sunday. I'm going to get ready to go spend some quality time with REAL people. Like REAL cheese. LOL. Anyways, have a freaking awesome day!

Kisses and love.

Cheers!
-M

As times goes by...

Well, hello my loves!!!

I hope you're all enjoying your weekend. I am still in bed and it's 1:10pm...It was a busy awful week. I was in much need of 12hrs of sleep ;)...can we say; LAZYYYY??? LOL.

So, I find myself in a happy place right now. I do think of things that sometimes bring me down, but, then I think of everything I am doing on order to accomplish what I want and it makes me happy. Yesterday I spoke to my best friend and she told me that she had bumped into my father. Uh-Oh! My dad and his drama. She told me he was complaining about "some things I've done and others I haven't". For a minute I got all worried and started to think: great, now I have to give him an explanation of what I do or don't do. Then, I thought to myself: Why do I feel that I owe him an explanation? I'll be 26 in exactly 19 days! Why should I give my parents an explanation of what "I do wrong" before their eyes. What aggravates me is the fact that he goes on comparing me with other people...Oh! So and so did this, why can't you? Seriously dude? I am me. I am Marie. I won't ever be this "perfect" person. What he doesn't know is that the people he compares me to, are even worse. I hate it when parents say; ohhh look at little Kathy Mae, she's such a good daughter, she got married, has her college degree...she's perrrrfect! Well, my dear, shall I inform you that little Kathy Mae is far from being perfect? I hate it when they think they know everything...as if they knew what happens behind closed doors.

My parents should be grateful for the person I am. I am not perfect and I have made some stupid decisions, but, there are worse ones out there.

As time goes by, I now realize, I don't have to give them an explanation of what I do or don't do with my life. I am an adult. Not that they're demanding an explanation, but I felt I needed to give them one. When the truth of the matter is, I don't. They don't give their parents any explanations of what they do. Why should I? I know they're my parents and they care and love me like no one ever will. But, that doesn't give them the right to put their noses where they don't belong...in my business. Keep your noses where they're suppose to be...in 'yo face!!!!!

Anyways, here was a little something. I hope you all enjoy this long weekend. Have fuuuun!

Cheers!
-M

I'm not perfect.

Hey there stud-muffins!

As I was driving to work today I was thinking about some things that have happened in the last year or so. Mistakes I've made and things I've learned. People that I have met and people who I've gotten to know better.

It amazes me how people are so quick to judge others...to point fingers, but it's so difficult to look at their own mess. I've been judged up and down side to side yet I have to laugh because the people to talk shit about me are the worse. I mean they seem to be these inocent little sheep yet they're more like dragons. Yikes! And the fucked up thing is, they actually look like one. I'm not gonna sit here and pretend that I'm some sheep or a saint, cuz babe, I'm far from it. Yet I will tell you something, I have a heart of gold...maybe more like platinum. Hahaha! No, but seriously...how can someone point fingers and pretend like they're "perfect"? Seriously, get a life. People seem to amaze me more and more everyday. I've been told that I'm a selfish, self centered bitch. Well...truth is I'm not. I might have given that impression to some, but I'm not. I will say, that this year is all about me, in my world that is. I am going to pay attention to what matters the most to me at this moment. Enough of that bullshit. And if that makes me a selfish bitch...then so be it. I could care less and I know who the real me is. I don't care what anyone might think of me. One thing I will say is that I will never point fingers knowing that I am far from being perfect. I hate to see when a women talks shit about another woman, specially when you could tell how disgusting she is.

Anyway, enough of this crap. See you guys around.

Cheers!

-M

Valentine's Day

Hello there Cherubs!!!!

I hope you all had a wonderful Valentine's day. Unfortunately, mine was awful. Sick all day! Stuck in bed. Throwing up like there was no tomorrow. Thankfully, looks like it's a 24hr virus. So, I'm feeling quite better now. But, not really. LOL. Hopefully I won't wake up at 3am again tonight. At least the cracker I had for dinner stayed in my tummy. Cupid must have shot me with a sick bug instead of the looooove bug! Just saying!

Anyways, I was wondering...what makes Valentine's day so special and different from any other day? Why wait 'till February 14th to tell the one you love, that you love them, or to give them flowers, and chocolates? Why can't that be at least once a month. I really don't see any reason to wait an entire year. If you have someone you love in your life...just freaking tell them! Get them roses,chocolates, whatever little special thing you feel like giving them. I'm not saying: Don't celebrate Valentine's! I'm just saying, celebrate your love every month. Make that someone feel special everyday...every month. Not just once a year. Maybe I'm just not a romantic. Oh well! Anyway my love bugs, have a good night sleep tight...or maybe go make love to that special someone ;)

Cheers!

-M

Realized...

Hey there my loves!

Hope you're all doing good. I know it has been quite a while...but I just don't seem to come up with anything good lately to write about. Also, I've been going through some difficult times and was more busy paying attention to myself rather than other things.

This is going to be a short post...but all I want to say is that...everyone makes mistakes...no one is perfect...but shit...can't we just grow up and go on with our lives like adults and act like such. I've realized that no matter what happens in some peoples lives they will never change. Instead of growing up they're growing down. Become more immature by the minute. Have a little more respect for the ones that surround you and the ones that no longer surround you. No matter what happens in my life...where I go, or what I might do...I'll always have respect for certain people. Anyways, not everyone is the same.

Ugh! I don't even know what I'm writing. I'm just letting words pour out of me...expecting what? NOTHING!

Anyways, guess I'll write something that makes sense next time. Looking forward to new things in my life. Changes!

Cheers!

-M