As times goes by...

Well, hello my loves!!!

I hope you're all enjoying your weekend. I am still in bed and it's 1:10pm...It was a busy awful week. I was in much need of 12hrs of sleep ;)...can we say; LAZYYYY??? LOL.

So, I find myself in a happy place right now. I do think of things that sometimes bring me down, but, then I think of everything I am doing on order to accomplish what I want and it makes me happy. Yesterday I spoke to my best friend and she told me that she had bumped into my father. Uh-Oh! My dad and his drama. She told me he was complaining about "some things I've done and others I haven't". For a minute I got all worried and started to think: great, now I have to give him an explanation of what I do or don't do. Then, I thought to myself: Why do I feel that I owe him an explanation? I'll be 26 in exactly 19 days! Why should I give my parents an explanation of what "I do wrong" before their eyes. What aggravates me is the fact that he goes on comparing me with other people...Oh! So and so did this, why can't you? Seriously dude? I am me. I am Marie. I won't ever be this "perfect" person. What he doesn't know is that the people he compares me to, are even worse. I hate it when parents say; ohhh look at little Kathy Mae, she's such a good daughter, she got married, has her college degree...she's perrrrfect! Well, my dear, shall I inform you that little Kathy Mae is far from being perfect? I hate it when they think they know everything...as if they knew what happens behind closed doors.

My parents should be grateful for the person I am. I am not perfect and I have made some stupid decisions, but, there are worse ones out there.

As time goes by, I now realize, I don't have to give them an explanation of what I do or don't do with my life. I am an adult. Not that they're demanding an explanation, but I felt I needed to give them one. When the truth of the matter is, I don't. They don't give their parents any explanations of what they do. Why should I? I know they're my parents and they care and love me like no one ever will. But, that doesn't give them the right to put their noses where they don't belong...in my business. Keep your noses where they're suppose to be...in 'yo face!!!!!

Anyways, here was a little something. I hope you all enjoy this long weekend. Have fuuuun!

Cheers!
-M

I'm not perfect.

Hey there stud-muffins!

As I was driving to work today I was thinking about some things that have happened in the last year or so. Mistakes I've made and things I've learned. People that I have met and people who I've gotten to know better.

It amazes me how people are so quick to judge others...to point fingers, but it's so difficult to look at their own mess. I've been judged up and down side to side yet I have to laugh because the people to talk shit about me are the worse. I mean they seem to be these inocent little sheep yet they're more like dragons. Yikes! And the fucked up thing is, they actually look like one. I'm not gonna sit here and pretend that I'm some sheep or a saint, cuz babe, I'm far from it. Yet I will tell you something, I have a heart of gold...maybe more like platinum. Hahaha! No, but seriously...how can someone point fingers and pretend like they're "perfect"? Seriously, get a life. People seem to amaze me more and more everyday. I've been told that I'm a selfish, self centered bitch. Well...truth is I'm not. I might have given that impression to some, but I'm not. I will say, that this year is all about me, in my world that is. I am going to pay attention to what matters the most to me at this moment. Enough of that bullshit. And if that makes me a selfish bitch...then so be it. I could care less and I know who the real me is. I don't care what anyone might think of me. One thing I will say is that I will never point fingers knowing that I am far from being perfect. I hate to see when a women talks shit about another woman, specially when you could tell how disgusting she is.

Anyway, enough of this crap. See you guys around.

Cheers!

-M

Valentine's Day

Hello there Cherubs!!!!

I hope you all had a wonderful Valentine's day. Unfortunately, mine was awful. Sick all day! Stuck in bed. Throwing up like there was no tomorrow. Thankfully, looks like it's a 24hr virus. So, I'm feeling quite better now. But, not really. LOL. Hopefully I won't wake up at 3am again tonight. At least the cracker I had for dinner stayed in my tummy. Cupid must have shot me with a sick bug instead of the looooove bug! Just saying!

Anyways, I was wondering...what makes Valentine's day so special and different from any other day? Why wait 'till February 14th to tell the one you love, that you love them, or to give them flowers, and chocolates? Why can't that be at least once a month. I really don't see any reason to wait an entire year. If you have someone you love in your life...just freaking tell them! Get them roses,chocolates, whatever little special thing you feel like giving them. I'm not saying: Don't celebrate Valentine's! I'm just saying, celebrate your love every month. Make that someone feel special everyday...every month. Not just once a year. Maybe I'm just not a romantic. Oh well! Anyway my love bugs, have a good night sleep tight...or maybe go make love to that special someone ;)

Cheers!

-M

Realized...

Hey there my loves!

Hope you're all doing good. I know it has been quite a while...but I just don't seem to come up with anything good lately to write about. Also, I've been going through some difficult times and was more busy paying attention to myself rather than other things.

This is going to be a short post...but all I want to say is that...everyone makes mistakes...no one is perfect...but shit...can't we just grow up and go on with our lives like adults and act like such. I've realized that no matter what happens in some peoples lives they will never change. Instead of growing up they're growing down. Become more immature by the minute. Have a little more respect for the ones that surround you and the ones that no longer surround you. No matter what happens in my life...where I go, or what I might do...I'll always have respect for certain people. Anyways, not everyone is the same.

Ugh! I don't even know what I'm writing. I'm just letting words pour out of me...expecting what? NOTHING!

Anyways, guess I'll write something that makes sense next time. Looking forward to new things in my life. Changes!

Cheers!

-M

Life is certaintly a bitch.

Hello there bloggies,

I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. I spent the whole day at the hospital due to the fact that my dad was hospitalized, he finally came home today. Anyways, we had a good time, my mom was there, grandad, aunt, brother and we had a good time overall.

Anyways, today I really don't have much to say either, like my last couple of posts, but I must say one thing...this year has been a lesson to me. I've learned so many things about myself, it's not even funny. Life has certaintly been a bitch to me the whole year. Hopefully next year will be a great one. I have high expectations. I'm not in my happy place.

Cheers!
-M

Teen Mom? More like Crazy Teen "mom".

Hello there my bloggies!

As I was reading through CNN.com today I came upon an article on Amber Portwood, the crazy bitch from "Teen Mom" yea, her. Last week she had her baby girl (Leah) taken away from her. Apparently not for what happened six months ago (the beating to her baby daddy) but for not having an appropriate living condition for a toddler. So, OK, are you kidding me? That horrific scene of Amber, beating up Gary is just disturbing...but makes me want to jump into the TV and smash her face. I can't believe that authorities have given that poor child back to this crazy girl. It was on national television for Christ sake! How are you going to give that child back to her? Everyone knows that this "woman" will continue to beat up poor Gary. That their child will continue to witness her crazy psychotic mother cursing and beating up her daddy. That there is a possibility that, that baby will also be in danger of being beat up by Amber, physically and emotionally. Now, what's going to happen? Like always, they give her the kid back, and she will continue to do what she does, saying that she's a changed soul and blah, blah, blah...then we might hear in the news; Amber Portwood has murdered Gary and Leah!!! THEEEEN, authorities will proceed to do something. This just pisses me off.

That child should not be in the custody of this girl. She is not fit to be a mother.
And who's going to do something about it? NO ONE!

Anyways, catch you guys later...just my thoughts on this crazy bitch!
Oh, oh, oh!!!! And she has the audacity to call Gary, TRASH?!?!?!?! Has she not taken a good gander at herself? You can't get any trashier than that daaaahhhhling!

Cheers!
-M

Nothing like friends...

Well hello there my dears!!!!
IT HAS BEEN A WHILE...A LITTLE TOO LONG. I hope you're all doing well. I don't have much to write about...or nothing at all. But I guess I feel like sharing a little something.

I spent the last weekend with my best friends and I must say...Gosh! I had a freakin' blast...I laughed like I've never laughed before...I needed it. I've been going through some changes in my life...and have been keeping to myself. It was about time to just sit back, relax and enjoy myself. The joke of the weekend was; my words are ahead of me in a little cart to which I am screaming at: wait for meeee! Insider. Too funny. The things we say when we are out of it. I truly love my friends...there's no one like them. I must not forget Saryces Garcia's little moment; TWINKIES??? What are Twinkies? Hmmmm! Twinkies...ohhhhh twinkies! Mean while she had just ate one...I still can't stop laughing. Anyways, I will keep you posted...not on a daily basis...but I will try to remember and write some stuff.

Ohhhh and I must not forget...Yamilette Emmanuelli, barfing just because I said her name in a monster tone of voice...have you guys seen the movie "the house bunny"? Remember how she repeated people's names after meeting them? Well, I was doing that...and Yami barfed twice. hahahahahaha!

Looking forward to spending some more quality time with all my friends. Love you all.

Cheers!
-M